vacation is over...for me

my summer-vacation is over

this kind of pisses me off, honestly

he has left for vacation with his kids three weeks ago

he'll be back in a week

he doesn't seem to miss me

only one text message when they arrived at destination

i send one message a week to wish shabat shalom

only the first one he wished me the same

but he replies to my messages

and, to be very honest, i have the feeling that he is taking vacation from everything here, including me

the more i think about this / his behaviour the more it is annoying me

i don't like lack of communication, not in my work, not in my private environment, and surely not with my partner

this does not fit into my vision of a relationship,

at all

i'm tempted to to quit him

but i reason to myself that i'll wait and see how his reactions and actions will be when he returns home

so

i'll wait and see and observe and be careful

and decide

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